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Sunday, March 5, 2017

Meditations on the Sorrowful Mysteries of the Rosary: Part One

The First Sorrowful Mystery: The Agony in the Garden

The thought of our sins and His coming suffering causes the agonizing Savior to sweat blood. (Luke 22:39-44)

Imagine a time in your life when you did something you regret. Not just a mistake or some unintentional accident. No, remember an instance when you made a wrong decision. It could be a time when you were hasty to judge someone, or when you responded in anger undeserved, or when you gave in to lust or doubt or pride. Call that time to mind; remember where you were, who you were with. Try to remember how you felt.

How many times has this happened and you regretted it not only after, but before and even while doing it? How many times did it seem as if you were telling yourself, 'you know better than this; just don't do it!'? But you did it anyways, and then the guilt washed over you and you had to make amends.

All of us go through these difficult situations, these challenges to our conscience, on a daily basis. And very often, when we're about to do something wrong, when we're in the grip of temptation, we feel not only the pressure, the agony of our own body and soul urging us to do what we know to be wrong - we also feel alone. We feel utterly isolated from the world, from ourselves, and even from God. How could God possibly be with us when we are so engulfed by sin? How could He know what it's like?

For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin. (Hebrews 4:15 RSVCE)

In fact, God knows exactly what we're going through. When Our Lord was tempted in the Garden of Gethsemane before He was arrested and Crucified, He endured precisely what we endure every time we are tempted. He felt the pressure, the drive to sin as we do. Even though he lacked the desire to sin, He still felt it just as we do, as well as the seductions of the Devil, as we do each time we are tempted.

Truly, He felt it even more, since as God, He felt not only His temptations at that moment, but all temptation through time. He felt the full weight of evil in one moment. Imagine that: feeling every temptation and every touch of evil that all people have felt throughout history in one single moment. We couldn't handle it; indeed, we fall at much less. Yet, Christ did not sin, and so even before His Crucifixion, His victory was won. He defeated evil as a human being, something we do not do, and so He defeated it utterly and finally for us all.

This is the Gospel, the great hope of Christianity which for two thousand years has given to all Christians unmitigated joy and hope and a desire to share it with all the world. It is what has given Christians the strength to endure the greatest trials and even martyrdom for Christ, and what has inspired the greatest accomplishments of art, learning, theology and science in history. And, even today, it is what calls us all to a life not of laws and rules, but of hope, joy, love and life to the fullest, both now and for eternity.

God bless!